lighthouse

Wish I could see me through your eyes

Wish that I could realize that the love I never felt capable of giving you was fully received

And felt by you

You're drowning in my adoration 

And I'm somehow still numb to it all 

Suicide seems less complicated

But I chose you

As daylight wains

You share with me your light

Shielding me from the waves 

That force me towards the shallow waters 

I can survive and thrive among the indifference of the sea

I fear I may drowned when I step back on land